Monday, July 19, 2010
Trying to decide what to do next
Brenda her box today, because, I promised.
This is probably the only day this week that I don't have anything planned. Fun plans to see the out of state babies before they leave.
I am glued to this couch contemplating my future. I had planned this fall to still be watching my granddaughter. I found out before my trip to Colorado that she will be going to pre-k full time this fall. I am sad but I understand. I have a newborn that is supposed to start in October. (not even born yet) I hope to have another baby to watch as well.
But, that is a long time to wait for an income. It's not life or death if I work but right now, I need to.....at least a little. I have applied (today) for a co director position at a before and after school program and also for a part time teacher at a pre-school. I have the education and experience. I'm not sure that is want I want to do. I'm not a spring chicken anymore. I have loved watching little ones in my "own" home for the past two years. I like my compute to work (hah) esp. in the winter.
I just really don't know what I want to do. I do know that I love children and I don't want to retire just yet.
Does anyone have advice for me or have you had these feelings . Thanks for listening to me ramble. ((((HUGS))))